Hidden or Hiding

What should I do?

That one keeps pushing me, choking me, suffocating me.

I can no longer breathing and everyone starts walking

away

from

me.

I want to run.

Eyes are closed, ears are covered.

I will trust my intuition and let my heart guides me

away

from

here.

But I can not.

The path starts to dissipate, I am floating in uncertainty.

I am lost and the determination is running
away
from
me.

And now, what?
To go back, to run backward; ignorance.

Go back!

Go back.
 
Go back?

Should I?
Is it the answer?
But why am I doubting?

What should I do?
I still want to run.
But I still can not.
And I'm starting to run out of time.

Confusing, terrifying and tiring.
Isn't it?


     tyns, on the rainy day

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Rain always manages to bring out the melancholy me. That is why I love rain. But then again, this one will not happen if I didn't join wtf back then lmao. Hell-o my high school friends, especially my three years classmates, I'm sure y'all know what wtf is HAHAHA. It was used to be funny but it is really needed in college. Thank you.
Have a good day, always be happy.