almost six --morelike morning rants)

Hey, guys! This post will be similar to my after-national-exams post which I wrote three years ago. It hasn't been exactly three years (I'm saying this so you won't feel old but we both know that we are old already.)

So, how are you, guys? Ini hari ke-4 setelah UN gue selesai dan gue merasa gue sangat nothing to do. Ya, lo taulah isi hari-hari gue sebelum ini kalo gak inten ya detik-detik kalo gak ya spm kalo gak ya erlangga. Wow, I'm impressed by my own self. Well, anyway, I'm really supposed to study now. I have test tomorrow like tomorrow. Yawdalah, skip. Gue sebenernya bukan pengen ngebahas itu. Gue sangat oot gak ada obat help.

Jadi, my high school life finally reaches its almost end.

I feel really old,  seriously. Lo tau gak gue mulai nulis blog dari tahun berapa? Dari tahun 2010. Ya ampun fetus me banget tau gak. Nanti kalo gue terkenal (whether it's because my books or my another dream, aamiin) terus ada yang namanya predebut posts, itu pasti banyak bertebaran. They're embarrassing. But, for the sake of my own cringey pleasure, I won't ever delete them. I want my future self laughs wholeheartedly because of them. They're kind of stupid but cute at the same time.

IH KAN OOT LAGI. Eh, gak sepenuhnya oot deng. So, I feel slightly bitter about how my teens life slowly running into the finish line. Gue liat perubahan gue dari old posts gue kan terus gue ngerasa kayak gue beneran berubah banyak. Tapi kalo gue liat lagi ke belakang, gue juga gak ngerasa gue berubah banyak. But, I did change a lot. Somehow, it makes me sad yet proud. Ketika gue ngeliat lagi ke belakang, there were so many pieces of me yang pada hari ini udah gak ada and there are so many pieces of me yang pada hari-hari itu gak ada. Ada yang bagus ada yang engga juga. I never thought that I would notice all of those things but here we are, noticing.

Terus juga orang-orang yang gue ceritain di old posts ada yang masih stay sama gue ada juga yang udah back to strangers. Not that I was really close with them but at least we were on speaking term that time. Sedih? Pasti. Tapi bisa apa lagi. I'm terribly awkward with people, if you guys don't notice. And I'm still the old me who's still struggling with opening up to people.

I guess that thing is the most difficult thing to be changed about me.

I still find it hard to open up. I'm lucky I have those aliens (thank you, guys. I love you, if you are reading this but I guess you guys won't so it's better:p) because I can only open up to them. Itu juga gue butuh waktu, gak bisa pas gue lagi butuh banget cerita gue cerita. It's difficult to do that. I'm not good with that lmao. Tapi, yawdalaya. INI OOT BENERAN TAPI GUE GAK MAU NGE-UNDO GIMANA.

S K I P

(Omg, SKIT? Bangtan? Yoongi???)

Well, 98 babes, kita udah almost adult guys. Bentar lagi kita kuliah terus kerja terus ya...grow up. Lmao. Gue cuma ngingetin kok. Bentar lagi kita gak bisa main-main lmao. Gue cuma ngingetin. Wkwk I'm being such a pain, aren't I? Well, I'm going to abruptly stop this post. So, yeah, poor you who're reading this because it's pointless LMAO.

But also thank you:) Thanks for reading this. You are getting to know me more now hehehehe. Okay, then almost six years.

And be ready 98 babies HAHAHAnjir I need to stop. Have a lovely day.